Sunday, October 10, 2010

Do I need to be so hasty?

Now I wonder why god only give 24 hours a day..
But that doesn't mean I am not be grateful with that. I'm just wondering why. Just a second, I do something contraproductive, or doing nothing, then for another moment, I realized that i spend my time for something unimportant. I know that Allah must have reason giving 24 hours a day for us. That means we have to manage our time wisely for something good. And I've just realized that after this busy life came over me. Life for me now, is a sequence of many routine task that I have to do. It is 180 degrees different from what i had before, when I haven't finished my diploma degree. And now the fact that I have finishe my diploma, gives me many new rights and obligations. Sometimes I feel like I can't control my time, I still feel inconvenience and still have to adapt more to life. If you wanna know bout my life now, you can imagine that in the morning I am an employee in an office in Slipi, 1 hours by motorcycle from home. then I continue my study at Depok in the evening until 10 pm, then i came back home at nearly midnght. What a life.. I Even don't have enough time to rest or to complete my college assignment. It's not my comfy life anymore, It's a jungle. And now I understand why so many people said that when you enter the working life,"welcome to the jungle". Truly I am indeed. But that wasn't so bad. Coz I got so many experience at work. That's even better than you just spend your ineffective and contraproductive day at home, sleeping, the way i did before. Thanks God, maybe I just need time to adapt it more.